if I had you.

Why? Because he makes you happy. And people wonder why you put up with all of his indecisive bullshit, but that’s because they don’t know that every time you see him, you smile. They all wonder why, even though he sometimes sends very strong ‘I don’t love you’ signals, you still put yourself out there completely, but they aren’t the ones that stay up until four in the morning every night rereading the texts he sends telling you he misses you, and that you’re amazing, and that you’re cute, and everything else that makes your heart flutter. They ask you why in the world you’re still stuck on him when it’s been months of absolutely nothing happening, but they aren’t the ones that cheese every time his name lights up on their phone, or grin at every single smiley face he sends. And they don’t have the hearts that drop to their feet every time their phone buzzes. They aren’t you, they don’t know you. I don’t care if they are your best friend and you have kept them in the loop every step of the way, they don’t feel what you feel. You are the one missing his hugs. When you find yourself thinking, you’re thinking of him. It’s you that lies in bed night after night imagining conversations and scenarios that are never, ever, going to happen, but would complete your entire life if they did. You are the one who texts him in class and stares at the back of his head until he reads your message. It’s all you. So, they will ask why you aren’t over him, and why he gives you butterflies, and why you talk to him as much as you do, but guess what? You don’t owe them an explanation. You aren’t over him, he does give you butterflies, and you do talk to him all of the time - and you love every single minute of it. it.

(Source: people-always-leave)

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready? yeah
If you were caught cheating, would you fess up? yeah
The last time you felt honestly broken? When I thought he loved someone else
Are you craving something? Jimmy johns
If you could have one thing right now what would it be? A roootbeer
Would you rather have ten kids, or none? ten
What do you hear right now? music
Is your bed against more than one of your walls? Nope
What’s on your mind right now? my boyfriend

LAYER 1: BASICS

Name: Ashley rohr
Birth Date: October 3
Current Location: Alabama
Hair Color: blonde
Righty/Lefty: Righty.

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: being alone,strangers

Your dream of the perfect date: walking alone on the shore or a peer

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts first waking up: him

Life

We are to young to care.